If Pigs Could Fly


I shook my head when she put on her clothes that morning. Her pants are too short, her shirt does not match. But George looked at me and said…”she’s fine.” So off we went. They dropped me at volunteer training and they headed to the fountain. George and Carissa time. As I look at these photos I realize…her pants and shirt do not matter. It is all in the smile. Thank you George.




This is too good to be true. What is he thinking? Why do we hide ourselves? I am just not good enough. What did that mean? I should just walk away. I over compensate. I need to prove myself. My imagination is worse than the reality. I can’t believe I make this stuff up. I know he loves me. If only I could read his mind. I wish I could just go with the flow. Focus on the good. Be confident. I am only human. I am not perfect.

Child Support


I decided to write today on a subject that I have heard a lot of debate and controversy over lately.  Especially in my job.  I have been doing pro bono work for an attorney who is trying to finish up her divorce/family law cases and focus on other things.  And in my past legal career this same issue came up time and time again…Support of the children of a divorce.  

All international and national child support regulations recognize that every parent has an obligation to support his or her child. Therefore, both parents are required to share the responsibility for their child(ren)’s expenses.

Support monies collected are expected to be used for the child’s basic expenses, including food, shelter, clothing and educational needs. They are not meant to function as “spending money” for the child.

Over the last 25 years I have heard parents who receive support (mostly women) say that the other parent never pays for anything.  When I point out that they are receiving support, their response is usually the same….”but that doesn’t count.” Well, yes, it does.  When questioned further, I usually find the complaining parent is upset because he or she believes that the parent paying support should continue to dig further into their pockets (to the point of financial hardship or even bankruptcy) to continue to pay for the things that they want to buy for the children.  Sorry, it just does not work that way.  

As stated earlier, support is ordered to pay for food, shelter, clothing and EDUCATIONAL NEEDS.   So when a mom says to a father who pays child support faithfully…”you have paid $0.00 towards your children’s educational needs this year.” Her statement is a lie. In fact, the very money he gives her for the support of their children should go towards paying for educational expenses. In addition, many fathers spend additional money out of their own pocket buying things such as mandatory school supplies, specialized supplies for a specific class, and other expenses necessary for school.

Many divorced mothers want to continue control their family financially, so it becomes difficult when father takes control of his financial life and doesn’t necessarily agree with mom’s terms. The bottom line is, if you are receiving child support, your children’s father IS paying for his children’s expenses. And saying otherwise is a lie. And if your children’s father is paying for additional things such as clothing, school supplies, extra classes or specialized classes, etc., be thankful he is willing to do so. Many fathers call it a day once that child support check is written.

Our Path


Let me begin by first saying, I do not enjoy writing about religion. I rarely discuss faith with anyone other than very close friends or George. It isn’t something I enjoy. I am going to make a rather small exception this time.

Over the last year George and I have rediscovered our Catholic Faith. We were both born and raised Catholics. I am not sure I speak for him, but I got a little lazy. It was easy to say I was Catholic and believed in God, but I never really did anything about it.

About a year ago George and I started taking the kids to mass at St. Aloysius on the Ohio. It is a small parish in our neighborhood of Sayler Park. Many of our neighbors attend St. Al’s. Many of their children go to or have gone to St. Al’s school and then onto Catholic High School here in Cincinnati. George’s twins went to PSR there on Sunday. It is a lovely parish full of wonderful caring people.

For a few weeks, we went thru the motions of being church goers. Then one day as we sat and listened to Fr. Rick’s homily, George and I looked at each other as if a lightbulb had gone off over our heads. We realized our lives had a path. A path that had been there all along, clearly lit for us. All we had to do was open our eyes and our hearts to see that path. It is lit with compassion, benevolence, humility, charity, courage, and unselfishness, among other things.

Another thing that we have learned in the last year is how to pray. I think many people pray to God to give them things. We treat God like a drive thru…we ask him for things…”Please God can you give me just this one thing super sized and for dessert can you make me prettier?” God has already given us what we need, our path. And from the beginning, he made sure it was clear and brightly lit. It is up to us to keep it luminous for ourselves by not giving into feelings of anger, bitterness, revenge, and greed, among others. Those are what thwart the peaceful and smooth ride down our path.

None of us are perfect. And it is not always an easy ride. For example, yesterday the thorny vines of revenge were spreading down my path, and me without my pruners. And as I felt the vines grow stronger, I realized I was the only one that could find a way to dissever and remove them from my path. As I sat with George, we discussed our path and how we wished to live our lives. I said a prayer, not asking God for anything, but praying that I find the strength do the right thing with the gifts he has already given me. And in the end, those vines were destroyed and my path was lit clearly again.

If I were sitting with a close friend or George, I would continue this conversation about religion and what is means to me now, at age 47. But at nearly 600 words, I am already treading the line of comfort for me. So for now, I will just say, if you hear George and I discussing our path, it is something we work hard on clearing every single day. Some areas are easier for us than others, but together we cut back those vines that wish to grow and block our path and make the path of our life more difficult. Now, off to Home Depot for some Round-Up.

CREDIT CARDS AND RECEIPTS – a divorce nightmare


You probably have one or two credits cards you use on a regular basis. But chances are you are an authorized user or have countless old cards that are still active. One way to find out is RUN YOUR CREDIT REPORT (I use Freecreditreport.com). There are tons of free sites out there that will give you your credit report in a matter of minutes. Answer a few simple questions and viola, your financial history is there. Begin to look at each card carefully. It will list the primary and any authorized users. Why is this so important? Let me tell you a short story.

A man, in the midst of a divorce, discovered that his wife had a great deal of credit cards in her name and some with him as an authorized user. He also discovered several old joint cards that had never been closed. He didn’t think much about them until 7 months into the divorce, his wife transferred over $3000 from one of her individual cards to an old joint card. Although he was primary on the card, she was an authorized user and allowed to make the transfer without his knowledge. Now there is over $3000 in debt in his name and not much he can do about it. He began to take a closer look and found she had been “kiting’ some of their credit card debt. Kiting involves transferring debt from one card to another (one that usually offers 0% interest for a period of time). The debt doesn’t go away; it’s just transferred in a roundabout fashion.

So he went back and reviewed the bills from one particular card he used. What he found was over $3100 in debt from a job he performed and received payment for had not been paid. The money he earned had not been used to pay the expenses of the job. So that amount, along with over $2300 from an individual card of hers was transferred to another card in his name without his knowledge (she signed his name to those credit card checks), creating a $5600 credit card debt after transfer fees, which was transferred a few months later to another card in her name (which he knew nothing about) and then 7 months into the divorce, she transferred the balance of debt to an old joint card. This money has been moving around for over 2 years.

So if you think things are taking a turn for the worse (or even if you are blissfully happy, this is a good idea):

1. Get your FREE credit report.
2. Review ALL the credit cards you are primary on and authorized to use.
3. CANCEL all old cards that you are listed as primary. The phone number is probably on the credit report. If not, you can find it on the internet.
4. If you are an authorized user on his/her cards, TAKE YOURSELF OFF. Yes, you can do that. Call the cards and remove yourself immediately.
6. KEEP ALL RECEIPTS. It is a pain in the arse, but during the duration of the divorce, keep your receipts and write a notation of what the purchase was for at the top. Throw them in a box. You may never need them, but it is easier than trying to reconstruct evidence later.
7. Get yourself down to 1 or 2 credits cards. It is not only safe, but smart.

You may never know what credit card mysteries lay with your spouse, but cleaning up your credit history is the first step to protecting your financial future.

The bottom line is that you need to REMOVE YOURSELF FROM BEING OPEN TO JOINT DEBT. Just because there is an Order prohibiting someone from creating debt in your name, it doesn’t mean it won’t happen. But you can make it as difficult as possible for someone to create debt in your name.

Remember, I am not a lawyer, and this is NOT LEGAL ADVICE. Just one person’s observations.

Start looking at the mail


If you are even thinking about getting a divorce there are things you should be doing. I am not talking about anything illegal or dishonest, but things to protect your assets, credit and future. Having a plan is not a bad idea. I can say for with great certainty, that if you and your spouse have even talked the slightest bit about divorce, he or she has already began thinking about a plan. And if you are a man, I can guarantee you that your wife has already formulated a plan and put it in motion. That is just the way women work. They will not leave one nest without having another ready…financially or otherwise. Trust me on this one.

So, you think you might get a divorce and you have no idea what you should do. Well let’s talk this through. Each week (I will do my best), I will post a step/idea/action of sorts to help you think about things. I am NOT an attorney. This is NOT legal advice. It is simply one divorced person talking to others. A “this is what I would do if it were me” thing…

Let’s start with the mail. Generally speaking, one spouse takes care of the finances. If you are NOT that spouse, start looking at your mail. If your spouse tells you not to worry about it when you ask for it…WORRY. They are probably hiding things they don’t want you to see. Things like bank statements, credit card statements, investments, retirement accounts, etc. Insist on seeing the mail every day. And don’t just glance at it. LOOK at it. Especially credit card statements. They will tell a story.

And then take pictures, copy or write down all of the return addresses, account numbers, and customer service phone numbers of any statements/investments/retirement accounts you have. Trust me, doing this one small thing will mean a lot if the day comes that you have to move out of your home. It is easier to to get what you need now, when you have access, than try to get it later, when someone else is keeping it from you.

So, today’s lesson…LOOK AT YOUR MAIL.

There, I said it


Being a parent to your children for the past 15 months has not always been easy. It took some time for us all to adjust. To learn to live together. They have done remarkably well. We have two different homes, two different parenting styles, but the children have thrived and are happy. They love you and they love their father. So why do you hate me? I have been there for your children. I have fed them, cared for them when they are sick, bandaged their injuries, taken them to school, and picked them up from school. I have gone to extra-curricular activities and purchased clothing, school supplies and gifts for them. I have hugged them when they are sad and shared in their happiness. I have disciplined them when needed and praised their achievements. I have never said ANYTHING unkind about you to them. I have put your picture in my home so they won’t miss you. I have loved them as any parent or mother should love the children of the man she loves.

The decision you made in June 2010, was yours and yours alone. And while I know the circumstances that led up to that decision, I also know some of the role you played in what happened. All of us who have been married know the role we play in our marriage. You tell anyone who will listen how wronged you were. How his actions were to blame. How he hurt you. But you know the truth. Your actions during the last 10 years of your marriage were just as hurtful and devastating to him, but I doubt you saw that. And what you have done since convinces me that you have no intention of moving on. Your desire to hate and punish is what keeps you up at night. No one with those feelings inside of them can ever rest peacefully.

I know you were hurt when he was able to move on so quickly. But I did not cause your marriage to end. I did not lure him away. I am not a home wrecker, a whore, or a slut as you and your friends have put it. I am someone who fell in love with someone you were eager to be rid of.